til now, i hav spent my life in absolute misery.. all the time iv been here, iv been pretty much miserable... but now as i strt that fing school who tells u u must hav a certain fing brand of pen, i enter a period of extreme misery. my life is like a punishmen; i dont know wat i eva did and i feel as though i am in a nightmare that i can neva wake up from... iw ill neva be happy eva agian....